Archive for April, 2009


April 23, 2009

I feel like I am living in one giant waiting room.

All my life there has been something wrong, and I always kind of knew it-but didnt completely until a few years ago.  Since then I have been constantly surpressing a big part of myself. Knowing I need to get this taken care of, but always being too afraid to take the steps to do so.

Well, a few weeks ago I took the first step. I am still scared as hell, but I hate the way my life is.

So, for the next week and a half I am living in limbo. I big scary, crazy waiting room.